Here, I would like to give an occasion how God had prove how real he is in my heart. It was really a personal touch from GOD.
It was Saturday (1 September) and I studied through the whole night without sleeping as I wanted to finish my studies as much as possible because I'm spending time in church on Sunday. Sunday came and I asked my mum whether I can go church and she rejected me straight away. I was stumbled. I persuaded her to let me go but she insisted on not letting me go. She even cried on my bed! So, I prayed to God for me to make the decision whether to stay at home or defy my mum. I did not got any answer actually but I took a step of faith, telling God,"She is the only mum I have so I'm putting everything I have into Your hand and go to Your house." I changed my clothes and walked out of the door. I felt devastated but I made that final choice.
During praise and worship, I could not lift my hands,voice and clap. I could only lift a little, sang mickey mouse praise and worship and just let my hands slip pass each other. Tears was gathering in my eyes, more and more and I just tear. Since so long! It was really tiring. No sleep and made that tough choice, I was really tired. I prayed and prayed that everything is going to be al right.
After service, I went home and to my grandmother house to find my mum. To my greatest surprise, my mum talked to me in a very nice way as if nothing had happened! I thank God for that! God is so real to me that time and we should really experience God and the time when God is most real is the time when you needed his touch most.
